I don't know anymore

So I'm in class right now, and I don't really know how to feel. See, I like this guy but he doesn't like me back so I'm really hurt about that. He made it seem like he was kind of interested. He was all flirty with me over Facebook, but the next thing I know he said that if I had actually kissed him that he would've run away and never spoken to me ever again. Its hard to be the person that always has to ask someone out and is never asked out themself. It puts a lot of strain on the heart and brain because you wind up overthinking the entire thing to see if it will even work out between the two of you. I hate the fact that nobody likes me enough to just come up to me and ask me out. I HATE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.

Boredom

So I don't really know if anybody even reads these, but I enjoy writing these so I'm gonna continue with it. Well since all the juniors in my school are taking the practice HSPA I have to chill in my performing arts class; however, they are just sitting there watching a video that I really don't feel like watching so instead I am over in ISP for a period. Nobody is here because most of them went on a field trip to New York to see ground zero. I wish I could've gone but then that would mean that I would be unable to paint the set for "Hamlet, Zombie Killer of Denmark", and I want to do that so much. Well there really isn't anything else to talk about now so I guess I'll talk to y'all later.

Been a While

So it's been a really long time since I posted anything on this blog. I'm sorry that none of you have been kept in the loop. Well that should be over soon-ish. I'm now a senior, I have a job, and I have my permit. All new things that I will try to explain and elaborate in this post. Let's start with the fact that I'm now a senior. Woohoo, I made it to my senior year. So I started the year in regular classes instead of that ISP thing that I was in last year. I am having such an easier time with this than I was last year. I don't have to remember what days I have a certain class anymore or anything. It's all just normal schedule now.

Along with making it to my senior year I also got a job. I am employed at Six Flags Great Adventure. I am one of their zombies that come out every year for Fright Fest. I am making some awesome friends up there along with getting paid to scare the living crap out of people. My first official day to scare people is October 1st but we had a run through thing last night where we walked through our trails. My group walked through our entire trail and had a lot of fun doing so. Then we headed over through Main Gate and the Circus to take a walkthrough of the Manor, a new terror trail. After that we went through the Graveyard and headed over to the Asylum. When we got there they told us to wait outside while everybody got ready because they were going to put on an entire show for us. It was amazing. We were going to go over to my trail, The Demented Forest, to do a scare through but instead we went and got fed pizza. I'm going there tonigh,t even though I don't have work, because my friends work there also and since I work there my work ID counts as a season pass and tonight is season pass holder night.

Since I got a job my mom let me go get my permit. It is an amazing feeling to be going 75-80 mph down the highway. It can also be very scary when you do something that is wrong because you feel like you just almost got into an accident. Either way I really enjoy driving around. Sometimes my mom doesn't like it because that usually means that she isn't go to be driving for a while because I drive and then once we get to our destination my twin usually starts to drive and we just continuously switch off who's driving where.

Whelp the period is just about up and I have lunch next period. I really don't want to be that late for that so I'm gonna sign out of my computer after I give this little post to all you readers. Enjoy!

Senior Year

So I am no longer in ISP. Im back to walking around the school to get to my different classes. My English 4 class is very technology friendly. It's a lot like last year but with different people. My teacher wants us to use Gmail and Google Docs. So that is very much like last year. However, this year is mainly focusing on writing which I am not very happy about, in fact I'm hating that fact because I don't really like to write a lot. Hence the reason most of my posts are quite short. Well I got to go now. Bye.

Tarzan

So when I was a kid I always thought that you spelled this Tarazan but I have since then learned the correct spelling. Anywho, in middle school the drama club would go on a feild trip at the end of the year to go see a Broadway show. Well when I was in 7th grade we decided to go see Tarzan on Broadway. Can I just say that the experience was amazing. I had pretty good seats but not the best. Either way I loved the special effects. At one point Jane sings a solo song and toward the end she starts backing up and gets lifted up next to the backdrop. Her dress then spreds out to become a giant spider web and the spider drops down to attack her. Luckily Tarzan notices this and saves her.

Hurt

So my friend Paige and I are supposed to be in gym right now. You wanna know why we aren't? I'll tell ya. Both of us have sustained an injury within the past week. She stubbed her pinky toe, about an hour before prom and still went, then stubbed it 2 more times. So she can't participate because of that. Myself however, I have somehow pulled the hip flexor muscle which is right down the front of your thigh. It hurts to walk, it hurts to stand, it hurts to sit, it hurts to stretch it, it hurts a lot.

Jar of Hearts

So I decided that I would try and listen to "Jar of Hearts" by Christina Perri. Well I learned that she has her own website where you can join it and it's kind of like a social network but not really. Anyway I'm sitting in class listening to it right now but during lunch I think I'm gonna try and practice for my dance recital coming up.

Hasta la vista.